it's harder to not let go, i love you.

blame it on the weather, but i'm a mess
and this february darkness.
has me hating everyone
and i know i give you comfort,
but this trouble makes me sick
and the longer i lay here,
i know it's harder to get up
without you.
i'll look back, with honor
and no regrets
i won't be mad, won't feel bad
these memories will never leave me
don't be sad
cause life goes on, life goes on
it's getting too late
tomorrow is here